Been a long 36 hours- here is the email corresepondence I sent last night.
January 5, 2010
My Sweet Friends,
While I realize email is about the most impersonal mode of communication- sometimes it’s just plain easiest.
This morning I had some complications with my pregnancy- and unfortunately we have lost the baby. I will be having surgery in the morning. Ironically, this is the same week as my first miscarriage. Please do not worry about us; we are doing good- really. After watching Kenley almost die before my very eyes, I realize the importance of a healthy baby- and this baby wasn’t healthy.
God’s plan are sometimes different than my plans- and I trust Him.
In the shower this morning before I went to the doctor, this verse kept running through my head. I couldn’t remember which verse it was, so I had to look it up.
“Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.”
I love that God has blessed me with such a sweet husband and two baby girls to fill my heart and arms with! He is generous that way!
Love you all!